To get my mind of other things~



Last person kissed: Don't remember..
Last good cry: Gary's a man, men don't cry!
Last curse word uttered: Fuck.. Maybe..
Last beverage drank: Milk.
Last food consumed: Cinnamon Pancakes.
Last phone call: Nobody calls Gary.
Last TV show watched: I don't watch TV. Actually, I don't even think we have TV in the house anymore.
Last time showered: Dunno. I'll shower when there's a reason too.
Last shoes worn: My shitty ugly ones with a piece of Katherine's pants tied to the shoe lace.
Last CD listened to: I Am Ghost - Lovers' Requiem
Last item bought: Bagel, made with love and devotion. Then dropped into the sink.
Last disappointment: That just about encompasses all of this week, and last.
Last soda drank: Cream Soda
Last thing written: Cream Soda
Last thing spoken: I've started talking to myself a lot lately, I don't remeber the conversations.
Last sexual fanstasy: I don't have any that include myself. I'll make some up about other people to get them angry at times.
Last weird encounter: Nothing weird ever happens in Gary's life, I spend all my time in Oromocto.
Last ice-cream eaten: Caramel Praline
Last time in love: Despite the insecurity, currently.
Last time hugged: Last night with Katherine.
Last lipstick used: What ever Katherine last used on me..
Last underwear worn: My boring boxers I suppose.
Last bra worn: Um, Julia's black and purple sports bra.
Last shirt worn: Work shirt + Black T-Shirt + Big poofy sweater
Last time dancing: Well, If It counts, I kinda slow danced with Katherine last night on the trail thingy with the fireflies.

Have you ever:
Fallen for your best friend?: There was about a 2 week period where I thought so. Bad things happened with my current significant other, and well, it all blew up in my face.
Made out with JUST a friend?: No.
Been rejected?: Hahaha, no. I've never took the initiative to ask anyone out.
Been in love?: Yes.
Been in lust?: Yes.
Used some one?: Yes.
Been used?: Yes.
Been kissed?: Yes.
Done something you regret?: Yes.

Last person:
You touched?: Katherine
You talked to?: Katherine
You yelled at?: Katherine

ARE YOU:
Understanding: Unless it's something I'm totally against. I still try to be at all times.
Open-minded: Hardly. But my views usually match up with that of the ones closest to me, so there's rarely a problem.
Arrogant: When I want to be.
Insecure: Unfortunately.
Interesting: Fuck no.
Hungry: Starving. I just made 4 pancakes though.
Friendly: Only If you're a friend. I'll be the most arrogant prick in the world to you If I don't like you.
Smart: Subjective. I'm a failure at almost everything, so for the most part, no.
Moody: My emotions have reached a limit of where they can build up inside of me. If I'm not moody, bad things may happen. v__v
Childish: Occasionally. I'll pull your hair and call you silly names like I was in elementary school.
Independent: For the most part. I still need 2 certain people in my life though.
Hard-working: Hahahaha, I work so hard at work.
Organized: Yes, but I get lazy and watch it all go in diss-array. Then I have fun organizing it again. D;
Healthy: I wish, like 25 pounds under weight. So many medical problems. Bad heart, bad knee joints, bad wrists, bad shoulders and elbows, diabetic, cronic head aches, very unstable tear duckts.. Just to name a few.
Emotionally Stable: Not any more. I've broken down into tears on a number of occasions lately. But nobody knows that. Dx
Shy: Horribly so.
Difficult: I go along with everything. Except people can't make decisions either, so they get mad at me for being difficult and not making all the choices myself.
Attractive: Hahaha, quite the opposite.
Bored easily: Yes. My attention span reaches about an hour tops.
Messy: No.
Thirsty: What? Um yes, I am...
Responsible: For the most part.
Obsessed: Um... Sometimes?
Angry: I don't get angry too often. Last time I really got angry, I put myself in the hospital..
Sad: Horribly so lately.
Happy: Generally.
Trusting: Overly so.
Talkative: Depends on who im talking too.
Legal: What?
Unique: No, there's no such thing as uniqueness in Oromocto.
Ignored: Too often.
Reliable: Try to be.
Optimistic: Yes.
Deep thinker: Hahah, unfortunately.
Self-diciplined: Yes.
Sleepy: Nope. I can do fine with under 3 hours of sleep.
Lonely: Far too often. I don't have the ability to visit people. They must plan it out, and invite me along. v__v